i would dance if i wasn't so sad.

Metronomy - A Thing For Me from TheKeiler on Vimeo.



While i do have mixed feelings about some of the subject matter on whether there were explosives in the buildings or if a plane actually hit the pentagon i do believe that our government had something to do with today.Not because of just this video but because of multiple events that raise questions surrounding that day and why nothing has been answered. I ask you to watch this and make up your own mind.



What a horrible way to start the season though :(
I feel bad for Legarrette though,his career is done. :(
Hopefully we can get atleast some kind of bowl game down the line.:(
sad day in Oregon.Unless you're a beavers fan.
stupid beavers,hopefully PSU has an upset today,but not likely.:(

I still love my poor sportmanship,multi-jersyed,Nike endoresed team though.


i bought my bike from my giant lovable twin.

yeah, i wasn't cool at all when i was in high school.

It's a sick bike though, im just gonna get some drop handle bars,a front brake,new pedal's and im gonna re-paint it and it's gonna be a freaken awesome bike.
Ill have before and after picture's up soon.

After wanting a new bike this past two weeks ive been watching all the council of doom video's and bike messenger video's all over vimeo on youtube and they just make me even more excited i shelled out 200 dollar's for a bike im gonna completely strip down and build again.


Council of Doom from RVCA on Vimeo.

Doom Presents: full-length teaser trailer from wolfgang on Vimeo.

council of doom - another 48 hours from wolfgang on Vimeo.

doom presents: wolfgang & kevedge - afternoon out from wolfgang on Vimeo.

council of doom: official full-length trailer from wolfgang on Vimeo.

And the RVCAxCinelli bike looks so beautiful, i hope to get a Cinelli frame someday.

Cinelli x RVCA Presents: Pressure from RVCA on Vimeo.

I love my job. from Edward LAforte on Vimeo.

(this is exactly what i want to do when i get it re-built.GO FAST,dart in between traffic AND HAVE FUN!)
Im not really into bunny hopping stairs and doing bar spins but i wouldn't mind learning this though.

720 Keo spin from meadowandrain on Vimeo.

YAC - Bike Messenger from Gaëtan Godard on Vimeo.

This guy is my hero!

Sweetpea Bicycles | 1% For the Planet Film from 1% for the Planet on Vimeo.

This girl is amazing.

Puppy Tales: The Puppy O'Shaughnessy Story from Joe Lumbroso on Vimeo.

and i guess puppy got eaten by a shark in the Willamette River.LOLZ.

IM fkcin happy though!!!
just need about a week till ill ride it all over town.
Now i need to find a job.


Mannequin Love

I find it funny that the one thing i was thinking of through out the video was that he was wearing all black in Los Angeles and must be very uncomfortably hot. I guess ill see if the marriage last's if i ever pass him on the street in LA.
lol'z her maiden name is funny.

I hope i get a job this week.


MY HERO!!!....well,sort of.


Not my Hero!

Well Now hes just sounding like a bitch.

Great,now he messed up.
But since he grabbed his twix, he's still in the game.

I would probably end it in honesty and get tazed : /
so maybe what twix is saying is to lie about everything to a girl so you can get laid in your "uptown apartment".
Good job hero?
I hope to use these lines when i live in the city,but instead of gettin laid actually just hang out and eat twix.
perhaps get laid once we date or something.
i dont know.
i need to meet a girl.


Since i didn't get to snowboard all of last year...

Ill make it my duty to go up every weekend until i move once the season starts. I miss the sport that im best at.

High Cascade Video Workshop Project from Will Mayer on Vimeo.




This makes me want to finish my script by the end of this month!
But that wont happen.
Hopefully the rough draft will be done this winter. And then i adjust it until i can try and sell it in LA.

Its getting good though.


yep,ill cry when i see this.

I have nothing else to do ......

Except write,watch a movie,watch youtube,edit,shop for ikea furniture online,hit on chicks via internet,or sleep.

The Collector was alright.
Its pretty much Saw but in a house kind of.
And a guy falls into a bunch of bear traps and that was very funny.

I looked at vespa's today also and i cant wait till i get my LX150 :D!!!

Well Im really bored and stole this off facebook cause i have no life.

1. last beverage: COKE!
2. last phone call: MY MOM!
4. last song you listened to: ITS 5-architecture in helsinki.
5. last time you cried: maybe a few days ago....

6. dated someone twice: Nope
7. been cheated on: Im 90 percent i did get cheated on.
8. kissed someone & regretted it: kinda
9. lost someone special: friends
10. been depressed: the last two years of my life. Today was actually the first time in a long time ive been happy. Vancouver sucks.
11. had to throw up: i had heat stroke in 10th grade and threw up bagel bites and green,yellow and purple gatorade all night.such a wonderful array of colors i must say.

12. seafoam green
13. royal purple
14. rainbow

15. Made a new friend: ive lost alot of them instead
16. Fallen out of love:nope
17. Laughed until you cried:alot of times
18. Met someone who changed you: nope
19. Found out who your true friends were: Very much so,people who dont talk shit..Now i have like a few friends. the skateparks gay.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: haters, so yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: nope

22. How many people on your Facebook friends list do you know in real life:99 percent
23. Where is question 23?: right next to this.
24. Do you have any pets: 4 fat basset hounds.
25. Do you want to change your name?: to Eirik
26. What did you do for your last birthday: layed in bed depressed and did nothing.
27. What time did you wake up today: 11ish
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: working on screenplay/talking to CHIPSWOW from youtube
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Where the wild things are/a job/money/a mac book/ to move to NYC or LA this winter.Most likely LA.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last Night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change: being jobless
32. What are you listening to right now: daniel by Bat For Lashes
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: people named TOMmy
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: vancouver
35. Most visited webpage: firstshowing.net/theberrics.com
37. Nicknames: Ekay
38. Your favorite food: Du's teriyaki chicken and rice with salad/anything at Pinkberry/a slice of pizza from Escape from New York Pizza
39. Zodiac sign: aries?
40. Male or female?: male
41. Elementary?: lone tree elementary-BEALE AFB REP!
42. Middle School: Bear river(wheatland,ca) Wy'east(vnc,wa)
43. High School: Mountain View.
44. Hair color: reddish,blondish,brown
45. Long or short:very giant and curly
46. Height: 6'2
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:not a realistic one
48. What do you like about yourself?: my personality
49. Piercings: Ears: nope
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: righty

52. First crush: candice semashko
53. First piercing: i pierced my finger with a needle once
54. First best friend: Daniel Bueno
55. First sport you joined: little league
56. First vacation: i moved to germany when i was 9 months old?
58. First kiss: candice semashko(i think she has a baby and lives in jersey now)

59. Eating: nothin
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: write or watch skins
62. Listening to: torches together-mewithoutYou
63. Waiting for: an interview

64. Want kids?: hells yeeeee
65. Get Married?: hells yeee
66. Career?:actor/writer/skate and snowboard videographer/gourmet pizza restraunt co-owner/bike messenger/substitute history teacher.

67. Lips or eyes:eyes
68. Hugs or kisses:kisses are sacred,so both? but in different scenerios.
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: not to much older, not to much younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship(haha, this is retarted)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither,unless shes good at graffiti.

76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank wine: yes,gross.
78. Lost glasses/contacts:my glasses are right next to me but i just recently found them
79. Sex on first date: havent been on a date since i was 18 and im still a virgin.
80. Broken someone's heart: Highschool is dumb,i dont think so though.
81. Had your own heart broken: i guess, kinda. I got broken up with for my friend the first day of summer right after i broke my hip. bad summer.
82. Been arrested: nope, i should have been multiple times.
83. Turned someone down: yeep
84. Cried when someone died: yeep
85. Fallen for a friend?: sorta

86. Yourself: very much so
87. Miracles: yep
88. Love at first sight: YES
89. Heaven: something like that.
90. Santa Claus:my parents
91. Kiss on the first date:if shes cool.i should try dating a girl when i move.
92. Angels: Yes.
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: nope
95. Did you sing today? glycerine in sams car coming back from the collector.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? would never.just break up if your that big of a dick.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? i'd say 9/11 but if that didnt happen i wouldnt be here and would probably still be in cali,very emo and not looking forward to my future. I wish i played baseball in highschool though.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Gotten a job at Living Room theatres because i wouldnt of gotten laid off like i did at best buy
99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? NOpe, id like to have a gf.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? im bored.





just about anything the JAPANESE put out now a-days?

or American cartoons that are just a braingasm of visuals.



This is the exact opposite of how i feel.

I havent had a good day since i graduated high-school it seems like and every day is monotonous and depressing. My best friend moved, i can't find a job, i dont have a car, i dont skate with anyone anymore cause people have there own lives and friends, i have no money and i have to give up a 10,000 dollar grant cause my dad and step mom dont want to help me out in school.

I have alot of bad luck it seems like and every day gets worst.
Yet i have more faith in God and i honestly dont know why.

God is supposed to help and give you guidance in tough times and i haven't been in touch with him since i was 18, yet i get on my roof every night and i know theres more to life than this just by looking at stars.

Sounds dumb but thats how i feel, im just super bummed out right now.

Eh, i would hope things get better but only time will tell.

Hopefully god comes back into my life because its been a while and i feel sad when i think of a life of with out God.

I don't understand my bad luck either.
I've never done drugs, i didnt drink till i was almost 20 and i don't really do it to get drunk,i don't womanize, i havent lost my virginity,i dont steal,i treat people with respect and kindness and i do every thing possible to be a good person and the only thing i want in life is to go to school and its amazing that kids now a-days want to drop out and do nothing.

All those dumb commercials with parents sending there kids to college, thats what i want!!!!
but my family is messed up in the head and its becoming less and less a possibility.

Hopefully it will change.

Until then, i gotta find a job somehow, keep writing,and try and be happy even though i haven't for a very long time.

I guess we'll see.

watch Josiah Gatlyn's part on THE BERRICS if you can.

It'll explode your brain.

Also "Funny People" was really funny and sad.
Adam Sandler play's a really good dying jerk and i actually felt bad most of the movie for Jonah Hill's character.

Its by far the most serious movie that Jonah has been apart of or most of the cast for that matter and i recommend it to everyone.


hmmmm,i dont know how i feel about this.


Thanks to www.brooklynprojects.com

I got a sneak peak at my favorite skate companies new products..... SHOES!?
i Heard this rumor a while ago but did'nt really believe it at first but i guess its confirmed.

Im really torn on this cause i used to love Habitat until ironically it was bought by the one snowboard company i hate....BURTON

But then again, i wear Nike sb's so im being a huge hypocrite when it comes to corporate companies in the business.

I still love Habitat but i haven't gotten one in over a year, im just trying out some other companies i guess.

The first look sick though, but thats cause there just the Janoski's with a habitat logo, which i must say, i do like. i guess ill see them when they come out but until then im still buying Tributes and Roger skateboards. Id get a Reliance or Siren board but i can't find them anywhere around portland,so if someone see's Siren Or Reliance deck, let me know.

Hmmm, well ive been having this weird epiphany of sort, and now im going to NYC for my schooling and im actually quite happy with it.

It snows there,not everyones an actor unlike LA, there are seasons, theres a big irish community?,theres pizza,spiderman,mass-transit,small semi-cheap apartments and numerous other reasons why i like it over LA.

Whats funny is i have never even been to the east coast and i am most likely gonna be eaten up, but it'll make me a stronger person so i need this.

It is sad though, i wont get to hang out with my friends in la, but i guess they can always come to NYC.
sorry mooby.

I dont even know people in NY besides like 2 kids i went to high school with.
I want a new experience though and i wanna be on my own,away from my family and experience another side of the country. ive lived all over the west, so its time i try and live in the east. Plus i dont hate every sports team in NY unlike La,but thats really not saying much, They just have more teams that i dont care about.

It will be fun though and im very excited,so lets all hope i get a job at whole foods,work,then go to school and get on with ma life.

Oh yeah, my best friend since the first day of High-school moved back to Denver this past weekend


He needed a change though, Vancouver sucks so i dont blame him.

Ima fly out sometime this year to see the blazers beat the nuggets at the nuggets arena and its gonna be SIIIIIIICK.
Ill also skate the Denver park if its not snowing.

My lifes gonna get alot better soon,but until then i just gotta wait.


i may have a tear or two before,during, and after this comes out.

But it will be because my favorite book as a child has become a movie that will actually have given the source material justice.
Ive never been so excited for a movie, since i heard it was being filmed back in late 2006 and im very happy its coming out soon.

SO if people see this with me, don't make fun of me, if i do get a tear... its just my mind blowing up from happiness and since it's blowing up, liquid in my brain has no where to go except out my eyes.

Even the trailer gives me a tear everytime i see it....

oh well,im happy its coming out, and everyone will like it and if i say i like it too ill be an unoriginal person...oh wait, thats just certain peoples opinions.

Im gonna love this movie and it probably will be my favorite movie and im fine with that.

Anyways, D-9 comes out in a few weeks

and i know it will be good,but for all those halo fans out there who thought that Niell Blomkamp would direct the halo movie after, he isnt.
Its sad to hear but i think D-9 will still be an awesome movie.

Oh yeah!!!!! I went to the park yesterday, i saw sam,gabe and tyler, we started talking and then some lady was yelling at the bikers and we were like sweeeeet, a fight?
We went towards the bowl and for some-reason i dropped in just to carve around and id just go around and pop out again, well after i pumped the wave into the 10 foot my back truck did something weird and i pretty much got fkced up in less that a second. My left hand is swollen, my right leg/bum is bruised and sore and now i can barely walk.
I had been at the park for a total of 4 minutes before ending up going back home.
Bad day i guess.

Oh well, its hot out anyways. Maybe it was a horrible blessing in disguise, i guess ill see.

Nick also leaves on monday for Denver forever...so i gotta get outta bed sometime in the next day so we can do something.

Ill at-least fly out sometime this year and see a blazers game in Denver and watch them murder the Nuggets.WOOOOP.

Oh yeah, Im moving to NYC at the end of the year....DOPE!



can't be shown on my blog cause firstshowing.net's embedding sucks. SO WATCH IT HERE!
So i will definitely be first in line to see it.

And everyone has seen this but it's a good beat to start the day.
Even if it's 2:41 pm


About freaken time

grant taylor,alien workshop,skateboarding,pro,nike sb,atlanta

(hmmmmm 2:38 looks really familiar.....)




(so fkcin sick)

Hes technically on the same team as Lizard King now.

Check out there shop if your ever in LA. Its tight.


SO like,are you still on cal's too, compton?



In real life though, i just woke up, its 2:25, im making my sister make me lunch, she got a haircut and looks like a gogo dancer from 93. She barged in when i was asleep and scared me cause i didnt know who she was. it was scary.

anyways, ima go skate or look for a job or do something productive and have a nice day.
too bad its like 95 out. oh wells.

also check out this Etnies video



this looks fantasmic.

and its even got a viral website.

somedays i feel like i have no soul and then i just realize i live in the suburbs of portland and theres more to life then skatepark hood rats,fights,sleeping all day, zip-zinging everywhere,green grass and dumb people.

LA is gonna be sweet.

I may have a part in a short film if i can get down to la in a few weeks. so hopefully something good happens. :)


dang,i shoulda pursued Marine Biology like i wanted to do in 3rd grade.


Hopefully i become rich and do that for free time.


dayz in tha lyfe of local p+rtlandersss

gosh damn its hot out,so ive been watching youtube until i go out to the vans store and get that job.

since i haven't done anything productive but get fat and sweaty,ive been watching skate videos all day.

Lately ive been sucking at skating,because A. I dont skate enough B. im scared of breakin another hip.and C. i do just get lazy sometimes. But i should stop being a wuss or just buy a camera and be the "filmer" who doesnt skate.

but even filmers skate.

(best video ever)

they can even do sick kickflip nosemanny nollie heel's out.

BWALL kickflip nosemanny's from BWALL on Vimeo.


Another reason i dont skate good is because of all the injuries i get each day i do skate and it gets annoying buuuuut i should just cheer up and enjoy my youth.

Imagine going to Wallenberg 09 and almost switch bs flipping it and then a few days later, only to break your ankle trying the same thing.

(elliot is at :39)

sad but probably fun besides the ankle part.

Its hot out, i gotta shower and go to the mall. Ima go skate and get better and stop bein a pussy. maybe nollie heel back smith the hubba in my dreams,and drink a smoothie.

Also if your in Portland tonight you should go see ARCHEOLOGY for free at Mississippi Pizza in Portland.

yeee,i need to update this thing more with not as much skate stuff.oh wells.




"Bruno: Delicious Journeys Through America for the Purpose of Making Heterosexual Males Visibly Uncomfortable in the Presence of a Gay Foreigner in a Mesh T-Shirt"

HOly gosh this movies hillarious. I almost threw up and was crying at one part of the movie and it was the funniest yet most grotesque thing ive ever seen. hahaha
it was so damn funny.

I went and saw it with fat jamo,john and sam. I had a weird depressing breakdown before the movie and i was stressed out and went home and on my way home there was 10 cops going down McGillvary and i was like oh SHIIIT! my neighbor finally went crazy and killed his family.But fortunately that wasnt the case. I stopped being sad,went back to the theatres and we walked in and literally everyone knew jamo and were loving him for some weird reason and it was ridiculous how many kids from my old church were there.
It was kinda ironic.
(People love Him for a reason god doesnt even know)

The movie was so funny though,ive never laughed so hard,yet felt like throwing up at the same time in my life,and this happened multiple times in the movie.

I never knew imaginary oral sex could be so damn disgusting yet funny and the tv show he creates has the funniest and random and gross ending ever.

Its funny as hell and i recommend everyone see it unless your uncomfortable with your sexuality or a redneck or have no humorous emotion or go to westboro baptist church,or hate austrians..

so funny though

yeah, so i guess before the movie i over heard a girl talking about those cops and i guess a guy was in a highspeed chase and he got on the freeway and ended up flipping and i guess it was crazy. this was all by my house too,crazy and as we left the theatre jamo was introduced to some "BROS" by random chicks he knows and if he didnt have us as friends he would most definately be the coolest kid in vancouver.

I also heard Alex Shannyhan got burnt really bad so i feel bad for her and hopefully she gets better soon cause that really sucks. I think ill make her a sharpie painting or something.

Feel better ALex!

well good movie, the night was better that when it started, i got to eat du's today so that was nice, so now ima sleep and wake up, search for a job and go to the park. Maybe ever take a run. I feel like im getting fat. : /



Jon Humphries at missionG.com

and Nigel Alexander

Even though its all about Chaz Ortiz its still interesting to see it from the filmers/photographers position and Jon Humphries is a Portland icon.

Epicly Laterd is still the best skate documentary series online and i suggest everyone check it out at VBS.TV or the blog at epiclylaterd.com

ima go mow my lawn and maybe skate?
im tired


i wanna/NEED to go back to EUROPE!

and meet a nice french girl and skate all these spots.
GERMANY looks so sick,i wish i still lived there now.
im gonna go back soon.

:) stéphanie sokolinski(french chick)...

my tonsils are nasty,i would show pics,but no camera right now, I wish i had some apples to eat and i just got done watching Return To Sleep Away Camp and its hellarious.

except this was the OG Sleep Away Camp.now fast forward 20 years, with a mean fat kid, a stereotypical mean black girl,Issaic Hayes as a chef, skinned frogs, a dead Soprano and very bad yet funny acting. WATCH THE WHOLE SERIES!! the first one has an amazingly funny and somewhat disturbing ending.

i should sleep.

but i slept all day.

OH! road trip to DENVER at the end of the month with Nick and Adan,so that should be fun. I need a vacation.....and a job.


MICHAEL JACKSONS GHOST!!! oh yeahhhh its july 4th too

Watch at 8:22!


im really lazy and dont wanna write but have a good july 4th and do something fun cause i probably wont.
i wish smart guy was still on disney.



silas,baxter neal,adidas,tribute,skateboards

tonsils are swollen brah

There hella messed up and i hope to go to the hospital soon to see whats wrong with me. Since i can barely talk and i dont want to do anything ive sat at home watching youtube videos on my laptop while tanning on top of my roof.Ive watched over 17,000 youtube videos on my account alone and this is probably a reason i dont have a girlfriend or job. ill get both someday. Lately ive been watching videos on everything from the la riots (those koreans are so BAD-ASS!) to the crazy gay haters at Westboro Baptist Church 2012 videos,which theres millions of and i dont wanna post a video cause shiiit,there all the same in the end, and ive been listening to alot of CocoRosie ive literally watched eveything on youtube and i need a life. BUT KEYBOARD CAT IS JUST SO CUTE! and makes everything awesome."FUCK yooooO" lolz
i even found a video of Obama hating on people.

so ive watched youtube videos and my life is passing by and i havent even worked on my script in a while. Its getting sad. I need to get out of my house and do something but my mouth hurts alot and its also 1000 degrees outside. My face has a good glow though so maybe i should keep that up. Ill try and get outside and do something and ill call one of you special friends to go do something and if i dont get out of my house its because the new EPICLY LATER'D episode premiered and its about the BEAUTY AND THE BEAST TOUR!!! which just happened to stop here in Portland

YEEEE,i need a life. Hopefully there hiring at wesc for the summer :)?
ohhh snaps i just got a myspace comment from Jimmy VIA MYSPACE MOBILE!.
gosh i suck



i really dont wanna write anything but you know the impact of it all.





uhhhhh transmorphers.

so transformers 2. THE LONG AWAITED SEQUEL that only really took 600 days to see after the first one premiered last night and i got my ticket to cinetopia. I got the last ticket out of 251 after i traded my other ticket which was in a different theatre at cinetopia so i could sit with my friends. IT was packed. Every room was sold out and i made dereks friend holli sneak in candy. we got kicked out of the line earlier because we couldnt have green teas in line even though we were waiting for 3 hours for the movie premiered.

anyways,we got in,dereks "gal friend" got me candy,i ate all there popcorn, i got really thirsty and i was in a row with like 100 kids who were a grade below me. Eugene B was sitting next to me and he was my go to guy for whatever the hell was happening on screen cause really,i only knew like 8 transformers and there was 47 in the movie. The movie starts and the trailers begin. After a few good trailers NEW MOON comes on and i yell WOOOO and literally 247 people,excluding my friends all look at me and start booing and yelling at me and i heard someone call me names.

I woulda fought them though, but i kept my cool and the movie played.
i wont ruin anything for you but its 2 and half hours of just explosions and hot chicks and robots. The visuals were amazing, the story not so much. But as a summer blockbuster and a michael bay film, it was made just for entertainment and i found it rather entertaining.

I found it funny though that the only thing i could think about the first hour of the movie was how un-realistic his college was. THeres no way there would be that many slutty, yet good looking girls in his astronomy class and i guess i just hate that cliche. His parents were really funny in the movie and the robots were sick and i liked that optimus wasnt such a pussy in this as he was in the first. HE HELLA OWNED some robots. I give it a 6.5 out of 10 but i recommend seeing it atleast once because the visuals are amazing and megan fox was pretty good looking but shes no emily browning.

but yeeea,its worth seeing.

also,i wrote a review over at first showing.net and im the tenth comment. READ ALL thE HAtE MAiL towards me after i commented. its hella funny.


ima get outta bed,eat some apples and go skate!



Thanks to my friend william from the beavertron area i saw this preview of A skate documentary fuel did back in march and i wish i had fuel tv to watch it but im sure some day ill see it.its probably online but i'm to lazy to look for it right of at this moment. it looks tight though and this is just another reason why portland is amazing.

Rip City Trailer from Milan Spasic on Vimeo.

Rip City | Webisode No.1 from Milan Spasic on Vimeo.

Rip City | Webisode No.2 from Milan Spasic on Vimeo.

im back i guess

i deleted my blog cause this shit was getting retarted. people kept bitching about what i had to stay,the one person to get me to start blogging stopped being my friend cause i didnt go to some hipster show and he acted like a little kid and now i guess were not friends.people are immature but i am back i guess to bring you news and stupid videos about skating,movies,and everyday life. if you hate what i say,which is weird to me,then i guess just say it. if you like it,then tell me to keep writing.alot of people said i shouldnt of stopped writing this so i guess im back and ill keep everyone updated as long as people like reading it.

so far in my life since i deleted this...
i lost a friend due to his immaturity, i still cant find a job,i still live at home but things seem like they could be good. i just need a good break and eventually my life will go as planned.if theres anything ive learned these last few months is that i know who my real friends are and i dont have to deal with fake friends.its ironic though,im still friends with everyone else but james,nothings changed no one else hates me.hes just being dumb i guess. shiiit happens,people move on,we were two different people and our attitudes and opinions always collided so i guess its a good thing. what evs. i really only thought about bringing this back because i read perez hilton got beaten up by WILL.I.AM.'S security guards for calling will.i.am. a faggot.which is funny to me cause he would say that. i wrote a blog 2 posts ago about how i didnt like perez and people were mad at me. idk why all i said was my opinion and they brought there opinions in it and it was stupid but thats james alby for you. now alot of musicians wanna punch perez and now i just feel kinda bad for him but not really.

i hope people start reading this and ill assure you that ill bring you more stuff to read.

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)


im just guessing

but i think LEVI BROWN is the newest pro for element.

i guess we find out tommorow.
while im on youtube ill post vids i like very much

i hate bloggin',no one reads this.
but maybe if i wrote stuff they would
oh well.
its still gay.


i wanna smack Perez Hilton in the face because if i punched him,then im a woman beater.

fuck Perez Hilton.
hes such a hypocrite.
Pretty much he called a girl a cunt on his stupid ass website after he was a judge at the Miss America(not that i watched it...) because she was asked by him if gay marriage should be legal since he was one of the judges.
she said no,and that it should be between a man or a woman.
this is America,we can say what we want,so why did she end up losing?
because of her answer and his "feelings"were hurt.

DO i agree with her answer. Yes and NO. she shouldnt have to lie to try and win.She was perfectly honest and for that,she should have been acknowledged for speaking her mind . I actually dont really care,if you wanna be gay and get married,go for it. It'll probably suck like alot of dysfunctional marriages but it is probably really cool to if your significant other is the one you truely love.
so why not get married?
marriage shouldnt be between man or woman, marriage is based on love and love is between humans.
go for it,i honestly have nothing against it.
I believe in God and i highly doubt your gonna burn in hell just because you like another dude,who cares,that means there more girls in the world for womanizers and polygamists...which deserve to go to hell.so maybe i'm completely contradicting myself.
oh well.
im a hypocrite.
we all are.
And if your a girl who likes other girls,now you can be friends with both sexes.
im sure lesbians are hella sweeeet cause they could help you get a girlfriend and at the same time play xbox and watch basketball with you.

If i ever meet perez,which i'm highly sure i will someday,ill call him out on everything he says. Hes a nobody,hes just a former really fat gay guy who is semi-fat now who sat on his computer all day and talked shit about people. Why do people read it?
But then again,who honestly reads this.
Were all hypocrites and we all speak our mind but we should'nt be called names or lose things just because of our own beliefs.
was it right? probably not
but neither was the question being asked.

its my opinion but i honestly dont like him.

Atleast the girl who lost is making alot more headlines then the chick who won who is from north carolina
i watch too much news!
im turning old.
oh wells

today was a good day,woke up at 2:30
went to my old work with adan and nick.
saw some old co-workers
went to the park
went to maple crest box where nick did a sick noseslide down the hubba
came back to the park
played streetball and beat adan at skate and one on one
ICELAND straight murdered MEXICO
all in all
a good day
blazers party thingy majig at fat jamos tommorow night!!!

even if he doesnt want you too come.

p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s i just edited this,im not going to jamos.
im going to dan deacon at the wonderballroom with nick lund and james.



new post like a week late.i suck.who cares

frostons on the sw00sh?
i guess it makes sense.
he is a giant celeb in the business,nike can pay him alot more.
its cool i guess,but in a way im kinda sad about it.i love nike sb but there just getting to big.sigh,ill probably start skating vans again or maybe try etnies.i guess ill see what happens.you never know,he could just be testing them out to see how he likes em but by the look of it,it seems official.
if you look in the way back too,i think its compton.

compton from eriKeating on Vimeo.
this is him,i filmed this in november.
it was tight.

damn,lately ive been feeling really depressed.the sun is out,well not right now,its actually cold and cloudy but the last few days it was sunny and i just layed around miserable.i dont try to be,but im just stressed.
im trying to go to school this july,i have no job,i need a cosigner,my mums in alabama,i keep getting hurt skating,i feel like i broke my thumb,gta is pissing me off because it froze and didnt save a mission and i flipped out.
gosh,so much dumb stuff.
i also watched Begotten and since then i went down this spiral of depression.
its fkcin twisted and depressing.
i dare you to watch the first 10 minutes.
it makes cup chicks look like a romantic comedy.
its not that its gross,which it kind of is,but its more just visually disturbing.

pretty much god kills himself with a straightrazor,mother earth pops out of him and pretty much gets his child juice in a particular fashion and impreganates herself and gives birth to what is supposed to be jesus.He is born into a desolate world of depression and death and theres cannibals running amok.
:) cool right?
fuck no.


watch it,and tell me what you honestly felt like when you watched it.

its just weird

well,im trying to be happier.
im not "emo"
im just going through a semi-mid-life crisis at 20 and soon ill be in la going to school so i shouldnt worry.
i just wish i didnt have to wait.
oh wells.

p.s. im goin on a mofkcin grapefruit diet.

p.s.s. im on twitter if you didnt know.but i doubt you kids care:?
:?equals question mark face.he looks confused.?

p.s.s.s. james,ill give u your dang polaroid when i go to the park next.ma bad.


so the whole point of a blog

is to update it daily.
i am gonna start doing that.
ill talk about my day and give you my opinions on things daily.
that is my promise to you,the reader,the few of you.lolz.tell your friends.gosh.

pretty much, i woke up at 2:30,watched pti,took a shower,laid in bed,skated my curb,ate some tacos,and now im watching the mariners game and the blazers game because there only one channel from eachother.pretty much today was a waste,but tommorow im waking up early and skating with james and nick hopefully.james will have his camera,ill steal my sisters,and we will see what happens.
tommorow i will have a better post.

ima make a 51 things in my room response video later tonight.
it seems to be a cool thing online.

congrats ken griffey
thats a record
most homeruns with one team.

sports in general.
shiiiiit,the northwest in general.
to bad im moving to la.


kostons off lakai.weeiiiird

im guessing podiums making a new shoe company or hes creating a shoe for crailtap
thats my guess
yeah,i guess we will see what happens.
i stole this from all the riders on lakai cause im really bored and its rainy outside.

Arizona green tea
Blazers are winning the nba title this year
Cheaters is on tv right now
Du's teriyaki chicken is the greatest meal ever.

Escape from new york pizza is the best pizza ever.

Fixie bikes...RIP my old one :(
Hopefully i can get a job
Iceland/Ireland is my heritage
Je t'aime
Los Angeles is where i want to be
Mountain Dew
New york film academy
Quilting seems fun.

Red version of pokemon
Tokyo!is coming out on dvd soon!
Vampires movies are dumb besides Let the right one.

Will die,Dinosaurs


new five fav's

im to lazy too write aboot anything
so just watch and talk about how gay they are when were both on myspace.


i cried.

after watching this movie tonight.

im not all too embarassed about it because if i was,i wouldnt be blogging about it.
its a beautiful movie thats 2 hours long about love and paris.
its 18 short stories in 1 movie and there loosely connected.
i teared up because it was real i guess.Every short story,whether it was about losing a child or being a fucking mime in love,being alone in paris at the age of 40 or becoming a vampire,It was truely amazing.every short was brilliant and there are a ton of amazing actors who are directed by 18 amazing directors,even nick nolte is in this,go watch it.
but since i mentioned vampires,i just watched the best vampire movie of all time a few days ago and its now one of my top 5 favorite movies.

is so fucking amazing.especially since its off of a book and its from sweden.somehow they came up with something beautiful and realistic to a point even though its about a 12 year old boy in love with a 12 year vampire.
its loving,its brutal,its bloody,its cute,its amazing.the end is insane too.
ive always been a fan of foreign films and ive noticed that i love french movies,Amelie,the film i just watched tonight,the dreamers,high tension,alot of others,they just know how to make amazing films, but it just seems like everyone besides the US knows how to make movies with feeling.(except those horrible canadian films with the lifetime channel film stock.lolz,those movies suck instantely just because of the film they use).Dont get me wrong,there is alot of good movies that come from here but it seems like we are too focused on repeating the same story,making remakes or just bringing books or comics to life and only caring about money.
People want to see movies that make them feel some emotion and thats why i watch movies and write all night. I want to go to La and make a name for myself and be involved with movies that change peoples lives.Im not trying to sound cocky or try and be better then the person reading this,but ive had a dream of being an actor and writer since i was young kid and since i want to be a part of good movies instead of just getting laid and getting money i feel like i have a chance.I dont want to be famous.I just want to be respected and i pray that i can do something with my life by changing people through cinema.
so yeah.
dreams are real,theres no reason you shouldnt do what you want to do,just do it for the right reasons and not because of the money,fame,girls,crazy times,do it for you.

i think i also teared up,fuck it,i cried,because the title of the movie literally means
Paris,i love you.
and the entire movie was about love. and im sitting alone in my room and im 20 and haven't really experienced a real relationship(i did i guess,but i was 15,and i guess i thought i was in love but i just really,reallllly liked this girl who actually gave me an ulcer when i was 16 cause i was too afraid to talk to her).im not mad about it.its just weird i guess.im just lonely at times,when all my friends have someone to talk too or hang out and watch movies with or do any of that cliche romantic stuff but i want that.its just so insane that kids i went to highschool with are either getting knocked up or getting married and i cant even talk to a girl cause i stumble my words or squeak or fall down clumsily or just stay as a friends. Whether i know the girl now,or ill meet her in the future,i'm bound to fall in love someday.Maybe ill get Rosetta Stone and learn french,because i'm falling in love with the girls there,but same with australian chicks. Until then though, life is just a series of weird,awkward,funny,emotional,hard and awesome moments that will lead to something amazing. :D

THIs short made me happy.(the audio is amazingly well done.turn up your speakers)

This short made me happy and sad.

this made me fuckin ball.

thats only 3 of 18 amazing shorts.
watch the movie if you have the chance.
i get to attached to movies,but thats why there made,so i'm not embarassed.



this looks verrry interesting
it could be a viral marketing campain/or it could just be demo reel but
its very reminiscent of half-life and i love that series.
if this is a demo reel,then this is very impressive and if this was a demo reel for an upcoming movie,the special effects would be even better and that means it would be fkcin tight.
i just pray,if they do make this into a half-life movie,that its just like the game and nothing is changed at all.
Thats what makes movie games suck.
but if it does become a movie and follows the rules that no one follows by staying true to its roots.
i would be a very happy kid!
and at 1:19
on the words scrolling by you can read "largest single collapse in history since black mesa"
which is completely a half-life reference.
im a nerd
oh well.
i dont give a fuuuhhhck.
zipzingers are the greatest invention since wendys chicken go wraps.
and james should take up freelance photography as a career
and nick has good nosegrinds.
i need to get better at skating.
i hope its dry tommorow.

(courtesy of james alby)
my birthday is in 3 days
i'm old.